Good morning everyone!

Sorry yesterday I took some time with my husband. He is really having a hard time dealing with all this. I have to spend a lot of time reassuring him I'm ok. It's sad to see him hurting so much. He kept telling me he was sorry for taking me for granted. That he didn't even know how to pay bills or even get into our checking account info. I have always taken care of them and never complained. So, I spend part of the day showing him and going to call most of the places and just have them automatically drawn out of our account if need to be. We really don't have much support here other then each other and of coarse GOD! But we as a couple will make it thru this! Our faith is the biggest part of our relationship. Please keep Robert in your thoughts and prayers. Specific prayer I am praying is God send him a friend that he can truly trust and confide in. 
But as for me. I've been doing pretty good with it. I really am relatively at peace with whatever has to be done. I know that I will have to spend a lot of time by myself in Little Rock but that can't be helped. My husband cannot stop working because financially its not feasible. The dumb thing I done this morning is watch a video on how the do bone marrow biopsy. I literally made me throw up from fear! I'm so scared now to have it done. But I know I must.. 

Again thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers. Much appreciated. 

God Bless each of you! 

Good morning!

I pray this post finds y'all well! Today is going to be a good day! 
I have to take IzzaBella for her rabies shot to get prepared for our trip. Then we are going to take her to petsmart for a treat. They just love her there! 
I think I've had the best night's sleep in a long time! I have the presence of peace about me that I cannot explain! I know God is with me and will never leave nor forsake me. I know I will have bad days as the journey moves forward but I will continue to stand on the word of God and get thru every trial! 
My prayer today is each of you have a blessed day and the love of the Lord go before you! 

Matthew 22:37

37 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.

Just a bit of what's going on.

As many of you know I have had many health struggles lately. I am selecting the ones I want to keep updated and try to keep it off facebook. I also am selecting the ones whom I feel will be encouraging along my journey. 
I was diagnosed with Fibro Myalgia and was finishing up test for MS. I had to be tested from head to toe for insurance purposes for them to pay for the medicines to treat me. So I had some extensive blood work done. It showed monoclonal protein which is indicator of Multiple Myeloma Cancer. I have to go to a specialty clinic in Little Rock Arkansas for 4 days of intensive testing. 
Everyone knows I am definitely a women of faith and whole heartedly believe in supernatural healing. I don't want negative in my life at this moment. I just want encouragement. Because I know God has the final say! He is my healer! I feel at peace with it all because I put my trust in him. 
Please don't discuss on facebook my issues because like I said I am choosing who i want to share with. My post might not be gramically correct but its from the heart. 

A lot of my post will be private. If you want to be added to my private list just comment with your email. I won't add just anyone. This will be my private journey's. 

What a Beautiful Day

Today is a beautiful day. 
As I sit and ponder all the decisions I have to make I get a bit overwhelmed. But, in the end I know its all out of my control. It's in Gods hands now.